Neatly tucked away behind a rock

To be honest, I'm not too keen on existence lately. It's not a pretty life when you got to do lotsa stupid meaningless stuff just to earn your degree. I'm sure most of you Singaporeans can sympathise, having had survived through SIngapore's aimpotent education system. But that's only 1 thing.

Call me paranoid, but I think many people are distancing themselves away from me. I dunno why. Seriously. If you're one of those people who distanced yourself from me, I'd like to know. Really. I mean, whatever I'm doing isn't making you happy, and I ought to change that. But I need to know what I need to change.

So come on. Tell me. Unless you hate me enough not to want to help me even for that little bit. In that case, you truly suck.

Everyone else but me seems to be in the loop, knowing things I ought to know, that I don't know. They're all having fun together, together without me. This is indeed too weird for my comprehension.

It's not that I mind being left out, but I want to at least know why.

Call me paranoid, but you ought to know that I do not usually have crazy theories simmering in that brain of mine. I know something's wrong.

Something's wrong.

This is weird.

And I don't know what's wrong.

Or if I can fix it.

Or if it's something I done wrong.

Btu I know one thing. And that there's

Something's wrong.

But for those who didn't distance themselves away from me. And those who didn't ignore me. And those who cared. Thanks. I appreciate it.

But still I know for a fact.

Something's wrong.